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+ I'm just a girl trying to find her way. I don't know where I'm going, but I hope it's somewhere wonderful.+

.:[.]:. About .:[.]:.


. eighteen years old .
. college freshman .
. pre-med major .
. night shift worker .
. political science junkie .
. in love with an angel .
. book nerd .
. weak knee-ed .
. insecure .
. short and chubby .
. green-blue-eyed .
. 5'3 with freckles .
. feline obsessed .
. conspiracy lover .
. anti-bush .
. strong in my convictions .
. stubborn .
. nature fanatic .
. really a ninja .


.:[.]:. Visuals .:[.]:.






You seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex

.:[.]:. Imperfection .:[.]:.

I'm not a perfect girl. I do not have perfect skin, perfect thighs, perfect make-up, or wear designer clothes. My hair is frizzy, I have freckles across my chest, and I have scars riddled along my imperfect body. I wiggle, squeak, cry, and squirm. I trip over things, spill things, and always seem to be making messes out of everything. My bestfriend lives thousands of miles away, my heart hasn't shown it's face for months, and I can fit into children's shoes. I'm inches away from being a legal midget, my breast size is 2 cup sizes above average, and my nose turns red when I cry. I second guess almost everything, thunder makes my heart race, and my hands still sweat when I think of him touching me. I don't wear sexy clothes, and I tremble easily. I will always be scared of that first kiss. Inbetween being cynical, broken, and terrified, I'm still just a little girl up in a castle, awaiting the prince that'll climb upon her golden hair, and rescue her. I do believe that someone will come along one day. I don't know his name, or his face, or when he'll come, but I am his. I drink more coffee than I eat real food, and I always seem to be flat broke. My poetry is just as angst filled as the next, and I play video games more than my boyfriends did. The highlight of my day is coming home to curl up in a cold bed, cuddling a fat, 19 year old cat with a hot pink collar around his neck. I am not a perfect girl, and I live in an imperfect world, but I am happy, and I wouldn't have it any other way.